Sunday Stroll (a notapoem)

it is not too warm
a shade of lemon I can manage-
____all halos, no glare.
there are clouds in the sky-
____which calms me.
____(hello up there. when i was a child
____in an air-o-plane i fell in love with you)

I walked, walk, and will walk.
there is no where to be,
____everywhere to go.

I clutch to my chest:
____- poetry
____- blank pages
____- black pen
using them as a dam.

this walk is about:
____- managing fear
____- confining hope
____- releasing faith
____- defending the hours

(I stop almost-about-to-crying)

I am soo beautiful;
I match this life perfectly:
____unslept eyes, trembling fingers, dry lips and all.

(and each hour is eternal)
(and I shed hairs as I walk till I am one of them)