notanotanotanotanything

poems are language for sad people. __if not sad at least quiet
i write best when i'm sad. (best and most.
________also when i'm in love.
________or out,
out of love, or
have run out of home and don't know what a post box is anymore
and when i show my id and people say is this address still current, i kinda smirk.
this isn't a poem by the way. it's writing with random spaces throughout to be artsy-cool (but also to reflect particular nuances in my speech and thinking pattern).
or sumthin.


*___*___*

i seem to have outrun the pills.
beat the meds.
grown beyond the chemicals.
you can all laugh and cheer now, i'm myself.
3 deads out of every 5 days.
slept 14 hours and was disappointed when i opened my eyes.
yup, i'm back to normal;

god i hate it when that happens.